Ronery
Journal Entry: Sun Oct 15, 2006, 4:43 AM
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Neglect - Listening to: "Me, myself, and I" by Beyonce
I am, and have been, lonely. Partially I am having stress that is just making me depressed, but mostly I feel like no one cares about me. I know I have friends, but it's like I'm there when they have needs, but when I need something, they're busy or just don't feel like it.
Little things like calling when they say they will, or keeping a promise, even writing a note that only says "hi" means a lot when it seems no one is paying attention. It's surprising how little that has been going on in my life, but there it is.
I recently got a new job, which I am enjoying very much, and I look forward to working everyday. It's sad that the highlights in my life are when I'm on the clock. Even the guys I work with are more interested in me than my friends. I know everyone is busy, hell, I'm busy, it's just that when you really want something, you make time, and expect me to make time for your stuff too.
I just wish I had some support, someone who would be there for me the way I am for so many people. I've told the people in my life that that's what I need right now, but nothing has changed, and I've by and large gotten so discouraged I'm now greatly tempted to stop trying entirely. I know that part of growing up has to do with changing the kinds of people I surround myself with, but it's hard when I have years of history.
I'm not looking for pity, and I could do without suggestions to just "cheer up", I just wanted to put myself out there in the hope that putting everything in writing might prompt some change, even if it's just in myself and my choices.
Devious Comments
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend
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Send this rose to everyone you care about!!
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Do I look crazy Chibi - san? I'm just envious. But I prefer to be psychotic.
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Do I look crazy Chibi - san? I'm just envious. But I prefer to be psychotic.
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Do I look crazy Chibi - san? I'm just envious. But I prefer to be psychotic.
I'm watching you too!
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Do I look crazy Chibi - san? I'm just envious. But I prefer to be psychotic.
Nicfe art and Writing you got. Ive only read 1 of the peices but maybe ill read some more.
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... For I am Sayer of Smites... but i need a big scyth.
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Mint and Kish fan...Owner of the MintxKish shrine: Minty Bitterness
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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До Свиданя!
Таня
"You are not loved until a horse drools on you..."
(DA hates Cyrillic!)
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Why must I be tormented? My Jewel is broken, shattered to bits...I know not how to fix it.
Gefährlich ist wer Schmerzen kennt
vom Feuer das den Geist verbre
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The owl is puzzled.
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"We're rascals, scoundrels, villans and naves"
I will now poke you!
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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she knows that candy is dandybut my kisses are quicker
her body is kickin'her voice is like liquor
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Suck a Fuck.
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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Suck a Fuck.
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Why must I be tormented? My Jewel is broken, shattered to bits...I know not how to fix it.
Gefährlich ist wer Schmerzen kennt
vom Feuer das den Geist verbre
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Good morning master's scary friend!
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